Falling Into A Trap

I am in a place that's all too familiar. But I have no idea how I got here. I wish I could tell someone about this phase (yes, let's hope it is just that), but I can not bring myself to tell anyone. One, it is kinda early to think about this. There isn't a story to tell yet. I don't even know if this shit is real. I never thought I'd be back here. For a different person, but for the same damn reason. I am inclined to believe that this might be materializing. But I also have every reason to not think like that. I hate complicated situations. If this were any other situation, I would have said how I felt a long time ago, and I would have known what's going to happen next. But I don't know anything. Not even how I feel.