Sunday, September 16, 2012

Things That Lurk in the Corners of my Mind

I'm in my senior year as a college student. I'm in my second to the last semester (hopefully I pass all my subjects). Thinking about life after college scares me. I do have things I want to pursue. But the uncertainty in getting to be somewhere and landing a job you really want is nerve-wracking. A bunch of other things scare me. Relationships with people. Dreams that need realizing. Knowing what I really want. Long-term things and short-term ones, I think too much. I wasn't like this a year ago. I guess knowing that you're going to have to decide on what to do after school makes you think about the future.
Things that scare me:
  • The future mostly
  • Failing that third exam in Bio
  • Failing as a leader
  • Low grades for subjects I don't put a lot of effort in
  • Not graduating on time
  • GRADUATING :|
  • Losing people I care about
  • Not leaving some trace of myself in my orgs/college in general
Under each one is another subset of things to worry about. Hay. I resolve to think/worry less. :) 

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