remember when i used to brave storms just to be with you? or mornings when you wouldn't have classes but i would have to go to work still? i miss those times. i didn't care about the traffic on the road and how long i'd be able to stay awake with you. what's important is i'll spend the night with you. and wake up next to you. isn't that a beautiful thing when your first thought is actually the first person you'll see once you open your eyes?
i can go on and on about the things i miss. i can go on and on about you. i don't know why i miss you.
i hope everything's okay on your end. what does it feel like, not having me in your life? how do you cope? are your nights easy? is getting up in the morning easy for you? do you have someone new? these are all dangerous questions to ask. because either way, it would hurt. if you miss me, all i'll think of is why haven't you chosen me; why do you choose to be without me. if you don't, all i'll think of is how heartless you are and how easy it is for you to forget four whole years of our lives.
pain isn't something that can be avoided. but it's taken the back burner in my life. some days, though, i can't help but feel a tad bit lonely. i hope it ends soon.
take care.
always,
nikki
i hope everything's okay on your end. what does it feel like, not having me in your life? how do you cope? are your nights easy? is getting up in the morning easy for you? do you have someone new? these are all dangerous questions to ask. because either way, it would hurt. if you miss me, all i'll think of is why haven't you chosen me; why do you choose to be without me. if you don't, all i'll think of is how heartless you are and how easy it is for you to forget four whole years of our lives.
pain isn't something that can be avoided. but it's taken the back burner in my life. some days, though, i can't help but feel a tad bit lonely. i hope it ends soon.
take care.
always,
nikki
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