Ignore Block Disappear?

I am tempted to wish you away. I say tempted because I do not have the guts to lose you yet. You are still so important to me. It doesn't matter that I have moved on or let go(coz i have really :))). It doesn't matter that you can ignore me for months and not talk to me. I should be used to that by now. But somehow I still get bruised by your apparent lack of care for me. I really thought we were best friends. I guess it was a stupid excuse you said back in high school. 

This holds true to two of you in my life. Am I so unimportant to you people right now that you don't notice me anymore? I hate having to admit to myself that I miss you guys. It's admitting that I'm almost losing you both. I hope I don't lose you guys.