Giddy

You get to a point when you start discussing your bigger goals in life - commitment to the future you may have. It's something that I personally feel giddy about.

I was never the girl who's ever liked anyone the easy way. I was never the girl who waited like a lady for a guy to come to his senses and actually see me. And I was never the girl who found thrill in vague connections with strangers met. Strangers stress me out.

So when I met you, and knew your ins and outs, I knew I was done for. And I worked hard for you to really notice me and make you feel my love.

Maybe I'm a 21st century lover, who chases a person as much as I like being chased. Gender roles be damned! I go after my heart's wishes; social rules don't dictate the limits of my happiness. :)

That's what I like about the future we're speaking of. There will be a different set--a new set of hurdles for me, for us.

I don't like making plans all that much but I like thinking in the future tense. And that in this future, I see you still holding my hand is enough :) Because this means we made it through all the changes and took all the chances the Universe gave us.