Tuesday, October 11, 2016

letter #2834872

hey you.

i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.
how do i exorcise this longing from my heart? from my soul?
how do i stop thinking of you every time something worth sharing comes up?
maybe if i write enough unsent letters, i'll be able to let this all go.

i hope you miss me, too. i hope you don't find someone else so soon and after everything that happened.i am trying to care less about you. i am trying not to care about who you might be talking to and who you end up with eventually. i am trying not to think of how someone else will be holding you the way i did, maybe better than i ever did. i am trying not to look for traces of you. but damn it, every animal-related post reminds me of you. maybe i should go on a hiatus. and just run away from everything that you ever touched. how do i run away from my life though?

i hope you're doing better.

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